dearest daughter,
I see your makeup, i see your brand-name clothing, i see the hair dye, i see the scars on your skin, i see the battle that is occurring in your heart, i see the earthly men wooing you and i see you searching for something greater. I notice your longing for truth, happiness and fulfillment beyond touchable things. I count every tear dropped from your gazing eyes and store them in a special bottle. It wrecks Me to see you sprint away from me and to watch you fight each day alone. No matter how far you travel I'll continue to pursue you.
In the mist of busy life my voice will gently ring in your head, its your worse fear but I am asking you to place trust and worth into me. if you hold very still you can feel my arms encircling you and my grace drizzle over you. Sweet child, drop your disappoint of man to me, drop your fear of rejection on me and cuddle between my arm and chest on a park bench, I reassure you I wont ever leave you.
I cherish you. Don't you know I long for your beauty to light up the world? Haven't you heard my boasting about you? I shed my blood so you could be clean and blameless. I want you for my companion, my bride, to love and care for now and throughout eternity and I plan to dress you in the most beautiful of white garments. As you live out the joy and experience the wonder of being my bride, I will be your gentle tutor and conforming you to my image.
Come closer then ever as i start by teaching you a servants heart and the act of submittening to me. Let me remind you of your value and passion i have over you. Your soul is a rare jewel that i want to keep spotless. I want to show you unstoppable love so when the time comes i can choose a husband to give you. Then and only then you will love aearthly male and be a wife of Proverbs 30. Until then give yourself completely to me, I want you to trust me an d be faithful with a pure heart. I will never hurt or disappoint you. Daughter, in me your complete and lack nothing. Stop dwelling on the past mistakes I have washed you clean and am ready for your hand to walk with me. Sweetheart, start believing in healing's and miracles. I want to use your voice of song and words to spread my kingdom globally.
Daughter, I know that you long to give yourself to someone, to have a deep relationship with him, and to be loved thoroughly and exclusively by him. But I must say no. Not until my love is enough. Not until you can see yourself truly complete in me. I love you, my child. Until you discover that your joy and satisfaction are found in me alone, you will not be capable of handling the problems and disappointments that are part of every relationship. You can never be truly united with another in the way your heart desires; only I can fill that emptiness, only I can supply that need, only I can love you enough.
Now let me be enough, lay down everything. I want to tell you secrets. I want to share dreams that i have for you. Lets have dates, let me romance you and let me be the leader. You choices define your where we will walk next.
